I sat here going through old messages and I came across some that broke my heart all over again. Why was I stupid enough to re-read them? I know what he did to me and how it made me feel, yet I re-read them. He’ll never know just how much losing him hurt me. He’ll never realize that not having him in my life changed who I was. I mean, I can’t do anything about it now so why bother crying over it. I need to suck it up and move on, but its not easy. It never was and it never will be. 

I am beyond frustrated with this kid. I’m trying to stay your friend with out this being weird but what the fuck? Can you chill out? You’re killing this friendship, not me.

I made it on to Jocelyn’s blog you guise! She’s like crazy picky :o I guess she enjoys my sicky pictures, lol.

I bought myself the MacBook Pro today :3

I’m so excited to be able to use it after work

lol nudity rants on my dash